I got the news that one of my abusers passed away.
I’ve dreamt of this day a few times, and now that it's here, I don’t know how to feel.
All I know is that one of the men who hurt me is gone...
Months ago I took a step back from the blog because I hit a point where I didn't...
Last night I got more hate mail from a family member.It usually doesn't affect me but last night I was fuming...
I'm going back to Orange County this week.
I've been avoiding this place for years because I grew up there.
When I heard the news that my Grandma had passed, I went numb.
I felt nothing.
This feeling of nothing lasted about two days and then I felt everything...
About a month ago I got bombarded with old memories that knocked me on my ass, literally.
I sat frozen on the...
Last night we had new people over for dinner.
It was a lot of fun, but....
I used to rely on Rob for my happiness and healing.
I never asked or demanded anything from him.
Instead, I relied on his...