healing

I got the news that one of my abusers passed away. I’ve dreamt of this day a few times, and now that it's here, I don’t know how to feel. All I know is that one of the men who hurt me is gone...

Months ago I took a step back from the blog because I hit a point where I didn't...

Last night I got more hate mail from a family member.It usually doesn't affect me but last night I was fuming...

Being at my Dad's house is still crazy to me..

I'm going back to Orange County this week. I've been avoiding this place for years because I grew up there.

When I heard the news that my Grandma had passed, I went numb. I felt nothing. This feeling of nothing lasted about two days and then I felt everything...

About a month ago I got bombarded with old memories that knocked me on my ass, literally. I sat frozen on the...

Rob is out of town for two weeks. He has pickleball tournaments in Arizona and didn't feel like going. I'm in a...

Last night we had new people over for dinner. It was a lot of fun, but....

I used to rely on Rob for my happiness and healing. I never asked or demanded anything from him. Instead, I relied on his...