“Don’t!” I said as I pushed his hand up and off my upper thigh.  “You don’t mean that,” he said He was driving me to school and he was trying to feel me up along the way. He forced his hand up my purple dress again. “Why can’t you leave me alone?” I begged. After a few seconds of silence, he asked, “What’s your favorite dessert?” 

I got the news that one of my abusers passed away. I’ve dreamt of this day a few times, and now that it's here, I don’t know how to feel. All I know is that one of the men who hurt me is gone...

Months ago I took a step back from the blog because I hit a point where I didn't...

The final goodbye, As I watched her die. The Uber driver who let me cry, Sympathetically listening as I told him why.

House music, fog machines, and dancing strobe lights… I don’t usually do night clubs, but when a new friend invited me out, I thought, What the heck, it’s Halloween. I’d been told that Toto would be here performing their hit, “Africa,” one of my favorites, so I’m really here for that...

I came across this picture at my dad's house a few months ago. My dad wasn't in my life at the time ,so I don't how he got it, but I do remember...

Last night I got more hate mail from a family member.It usually doesn't affect me but last night I was fuming...

Being at my Dad's house is still crazy to me..

I'm going back to Orange County this week. I've been avoiding this place for years because I grew up there.

When I was around five, I went to live at ...