Questions I’ve been Asking Myself

What outcome do I want?
I don’t know.
Do I want Her to apologize to me?
Do I want Her to leave Him?
I don’t care whether she does or doesn’t.
Do I want Her back in my life?
Do I want my sisters back in my life?
But this doesn’t mean that I don’t love or miss them.
Do I want revenge against Him?
I used to.
And the fact that I don’t now doesn’t mean I wish him well.

So what outcome do I want?
I honestly don’t know.
What do I need to finally move on and let all this go?
Again, I don’t know.
But there is something that keeps me from letting all this go.
I don’t know what it is.
Or why.
But it’s something I am trying to figure out…
These are just questions I’ve been asking myself.

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